Killing Time

Well, I obviously decided to try a new look.  My old template was hard to read, in my opinion.  I decided to go with something simpler instead.   I think I like it!

So I took my last Clomid pill yesterday and managed to survive without hurting anyone.  In fact, I actually had a pretty nice evening with my hubby.    This morning I started my estrogen pills which I affectionately dub, the happy pills.  Well, at least happy as compared to the Clomid anyway.  For some reason I feel so much happier once I’m on the estrogen.  I don’t know if it’s a true side effect or not.  Maybe it’s all psychological though since at this point ovulation day is drawing closer which always lifts my spirits. 

Anyway, I’m bored out of my mind at work today.  I’ve been trying to find things to keep looking busy but I am failing miserably.  It doesn’t help that my boss has been hovering around so I am so self-conscious about it.  I seriously just want to play hookie (sp?) and leave.  I swear, no one would even know.  They would just think I went to a meeting.  I know…that is so bad and unprofessional, hence why I always think about it…but never actually do it.   Although…the Unsung Lullaby people say it’s perfectly normal to feel imcompetent in your job when you’re dealing with infertility…so it’s ok right?

Obviously this is a completely useless post but since it has given me something to do for the past hour (yes, it’s taken an hour since I kept having to minimize my post window when my boss walked by or was standing in view of my computer screen), I would say it has served it’s rightful purpose! 

Happy Hump Day Everyone!